therapy

remember when mischaela used to be happy all the time, laughing and making jokes about everything? remember when mischaela would actually tell me when she was peeing in her diaper, instead of holding it in for 4+ hours at a time since commencing toilet-training? remember when pooping was a simple thing that required a little hand holding and diaper cleaning? remember when she would sleep through the night instead of waking up every time she felt the need to pee and cry about not peeing but pee anyway and still cry about it - which is fairly often since she's so backed up from 4+ hours worth of pee? remember when each day wasn't filled with anxiety over bowel movements and urination? remember when the washroom was just a washroom and not a torture chamber?

yeah. me either. it feels like ages ago.

toilet training.

don't do it.

just kidding.

sort of.